apparently no one's blogging but me.
i think im too free, lol.
"argh. my goalkeeping today sucked like hell."
"yeah.. what happened?"
"don't know. not used to it?"
"ala, khidis can you say something encouraging about my performance TODAY?"
"uh, you were great on the treadmill."
"uh, how about something regarding my GOALKEEPING?"
"oh that time i did a reversi and you blocked it"
"no khidis. how about something TODAY?"
"uh.. i don't know."
"okay, i feel like killing myself now".
that's khidis for you;
he's like simply accelerating my act of commiting suicide, HAHAHA.
hockey's like everyday.
i really hope all's well.
still i have a long way to go, esp my fitness. sigh.
btw sentosa yesterday was great
even though half the gang left halfway, lol.
yeah you're right.
i guess i dont know you after all.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Sunday, November 11, 2007
all my hungering spirit needs.
indeed, only one person can fill the void in my heart
and that person is out-of-this-world; literally.
sundays are seriously getting really tiring.
the hours spent are as long as the hours
spent in school.
but i guess it's a good thing to be busy in church after all (:
training's from 8 - 6 tomorrow.
but of course, there's a 3 hour lunch break, heh.
i guess i need more of this.
no training actually makes me tired, seriously.
alright, a long day ahead tmr.
and i just realised that i've got the bestest friend
to pour out my soul to.
someone who's there all along (:
now, what would my life be without you?
i seriously can't imagine.
and that person is out-of-this-world; literally.
sundays are seriously getting really tiring.
the hours spent are as long as the hours
spent in school.
but i guess it's a good thing to be busy in church after all (:
training's from 8 - 6 tomorrow.
but of course, there's a 3 hour lunch break, heh.
i guess i need more of this.
no training actually makes me tired, seriously.
alright, a long day ahead tmr.
and i just realised that i've got the bestest friend
to pour out my soul to.
someone who's there all along (:
now, what would my life be without you?
i seriously can't imagine.
Friday, November 9, 2007
war in the head.
how much is enough?
how much affirmation do i ever need?
in the stillness of the night
the war of 2 worlds in my head.
one says give it my all
the other says you can forget about it.
i wished i knew the answer.
that aside,
science centre and pepper lunch/yoshinoya was fun.
i miss my og peeps.
and it's amazing how time flies..
oh, my toiletbowl's stuck btw.
yawns.
how much affirmation do i ever need?
in the stillness of the night
the war of 2 worlds in my head.
one says give it my all
the other says you can forget about it.
i wished i knew the answer.
that aside,
science centre and pepper lunch/yoshinoya was fun.
i miss my og peeps.
and it's amazing how time flies..
oh, my toiletbowl's stuck btw.
yawns.
Thursday, November 8, 2007
randomness, part 2
"why don't you join cheerleading next year?"
"noooooo. i can't."
"why?"
"i'll be 1 step closer to hell."
"nah, you're already 1 million steps closer to hell, 1 step doesn't matter anymore."
" ..... "
"eh, you wanna ride through there?"
"huh? why?"
"there very dark and scary"
"oh okay lor."
"uh, actually i scared."
" ..... "
*the italics is me.
just came back from a wild ride home with khidis and rezal.
crazy it was, with all the
laughing, screaming, singing, dancing and whatever there was.
i bet the other drivers were staring at us, LOL.
have you heard khidis sing gimme more?
wait till you hear him sing buttons.
oh, wait to you see him club in the car.
bwahahaha!
training today was tiring yet so fun.
loving goalkeeping to bits.
i'll be taking tough shots from now on;
gotta work hard!
damn the insecurities,
but thanks for being my pillar of support.
and thanks for the strength that comes from above.
shagged,
off to bed i go.
"noooooo. i can't."
"why?"
"i'll be 1 step closer to hell."
"nah, you're already 1 million steps closer to hell, 1 step doesn't matter anymore."
" ..... "
"eh, you wanna ride through there?"
"huh? why?"
"there very dark and scary"
"oh okay lor."
"uh, actually i scared."
" ..... "
*the italics is me.
just came back from a wild ride home with khidis and rezal.
crazy it was, with all the
laughing, screaming, singing, dancing and whatever there was.
i bet the other drivers were staring at us, LOL.
have you heard khidis sing gimme more?
wait till you hear him sing buttons.
oh, wait to you see him club in the car.
bwahahaha!
training today was tiring yet so fun.
loving goalkeeping to bits.
i'll be taking tough shots from now on;
gotta work hard!
damn the insecurities,
but thanks for being my pillar of support.
and thanks for the strength that comes from above.
shagged,
off to bed i go.
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
randomness, part 1
"the television as compared to movies is just a black box which produces audio and video"
"eh. isn't the movies then just a BIGGER black box?"
"uh..."
"is your hair just as curly as it is on your body?"
"i was so nervous my balls were dancing"
sometimes, it's just so heartbreaking
to know
that the people you truly care about
don't need you.
what's worse is when they even don't know
that you really care.
training's gonna be uber long tmr.
i hope i'll come back alive.
"eh. isn't the movies then just a BIGGER black box?"
"uh..."
"is your hair just as curly as it is on your body?"
"i was so nervous my balls were dancing"
sometimes, it's just so heartbreaking
to know
that the people you truly care about
don't need you.
what's worse is when they even don't know
that you really care.
training's gonna be uber long tmr.
i hope i'll come back alive.
Saturday, November 3, 2007
like, at last.
(:
finally, after 23648 hours of searching for a skin
i got this quite decent one.
apparently blogging's more for girls.
the skins are all so girlish. eww. HAHA!
and yes, OP's overrrr!
after tmr i'll be free! whooo!
nothing much,
just bored at home with annoying siblings, whoops.
finally, after 23648 hours of searching for a skin
i got this quite decent one.
apparently blogging's more for girls.
the skins are all so girlish. eww. HAHA!
and yes, OP's overrrr!
after tmr i'll be free! whooo!
nothing much,
just bored at home with annoying siblings, whoops.
Friday, November 2, 2007
yeah, beginnings are the toughest.
tried out my not-so-new goalkeep equipment.
trained with my not-so-new goalkeep equipment.
went home with my not-so-new goalkeep equipment.
i swear commuters thought
i was trying to bomb the train/bus, XD
check out the size of my equipment bag
and check out the way i look/walk
with my leg paddings & "shoes" ( (:
fierceness.
training rocks;
even with all the lepaking and screamy girls
BWAHAHA! fierce.
i guess im picking up things fast
hopefully fast enough, heh.
khidir's playing forward.
i'm playing the goalkeep.
now, guess what that means.
H1 is on friday.
i think i'm doomed :(
oh well,
study now!
insecurities for later.
trained with my not-so-new goalkeep equipment.
went home with my not-so-new goalkeep equipment.
i swear commuters thought
i was trying to bomb the train/bus, XD
check out the size of my equipment bag
and check out the way i look/walk
with my leg paddings & "shoes" ( (:
fierceness.
training rocks;
even with all the lepaking and screamy girls
BWAHAHA! fierce.
i guess im picking up things fast
hopefully fast enough, heh.
khidir's playing forward.
i'm playing the goalkeep.
now, guess what that means.
H1 is on friday.
i think i'm doomed :(
oh well,
study now!
insecurities for later.
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