climb every mountain higher

prelim results were pretty surprising
i would say.
all 4 subjects made an improvement
with MOB improving by about 20 marks man!
to think i studied MOB the least, sigh.
a couple of disappointments,
but i guess a BBD & D for GP is pretty encouraging.
1 more month left,
and hell breaks lose.

sometimes, i admit that im fearful.
i was never what you call a bright student.
i rarely scored a's in exams
and my o's were a total flung.
but that was all in the past -
and it's time to change history.
with the strength of the ONE above,
there's no need to fear.

be still ben
and just do your best.

that aside,
i realised that i'll rather
care for someone who would appreciate my efforts
even though i may not feel as much for that person.

let it wash away my sanity

eating reese's makes me happy,
nothing beats peanut butter and chocolate together :)

it's funny how sometimes my mood can change so fast, really.
oh wells.

it's okay, we'll study hard for the a's, especially econs.
we'll prove them wrong.

and you can say that i'm not gonna bother about you anymore.
go leave in your own world.
guess you ain't a great friend after all..
too bad for me then;
for actually bothering about you.
i hate to say this but
one day, you'll learn it the hard way.

a good consolation

i just realised that
for quite some time i've always been the guy who
knows-all-the-secrets-but-has-to-pretend-that-he-doesn't-know-any.

my friend actually asked me
"how you survive ah? won't your head explode?"
haha. maybe.

well, i'm just glad to know that people are more comfortable with me.
goodnight.

the last lap

don't you find it difficult sometimes
to care for others unconditionally,
and not expecting anything in return?

this issue has been on my mind for the past few days
but i guess as time goes by
i'm getting better at it =)

prelim results are so far, so good i guess.

i just can't wait for steamboat party tmr!

the feeling of dry-ness

is it you,
is it you
maybe you're the one i've been waiting for
could you be the one for me?
could you be the one i need?

do my best,
let GOD do the rest :)
remember ben,
it's never about you,
it's all about HIM.

get up, buckle up and we'll move on

keep going ben,
keep doing your best.
in due time, by GOD's grace
everything will fall into place :)

i love church and my church friends;
very very very much.
they're people i'll always have.

someday we'll know why i wasn't meant for you

there'll always be friends you enjoy being with,
irregardless of age, background or personality :)

i sure had a tiring day,
teaching someone can be fun and tiring too.
now, it's time for a good sleep :)

and yes, HE's coming again.