wow. i'm like meeting all church mates like everyday now
from shopping
to discussing
to planning
to printing
to packing
to eating
to whatsoever..
being all shagged and stressed and tired
but it's all good.
at least i know i'm doing something meaningful.
unknowingly, i think i'm starting to change
perhaps on the outside, everything's the same
but in my mind,
thoughts are different;
somehow or rather.
for better or worse,
i really don't know.
sometimes, i don't really bother anymore.
and it's a good thing, i guess.
but one thing's for sure
scars will heal in time
and you bet i'm breaking free (:
but yet sometimes,
i'm still confused.
how much should i expect?
how much is enough?
i'll learn in time i guess.
but for now,
i've got lots of soul searching to do
and learning what makes me me.
i bet the road ahead lies exciting futures
and boy, i can't wait for it.
