sometimes, i admit that i seriously wished that
alot of things didn't have to turn out this way..
but what can i do but to accept it the way things are?
isn't HE in control?
i guess one good way to cheer myself
is to actually cheer others up =)
inside of feeling down and keep on harping on such thoughts
why not channel your effort to make an impact on someone else's life instead?
just remember:
GOD will provide ben, GOD will provide.